A bit more than a week ago an elderly woman made the quip to me, "I'd rather fight them over there than here. She was referring to the there-is-no-good-answer to the question President Obama is stewing over: whether to accede to General McChrystal's request for an additional 40,000 - 80,000 additional ground forces for the war in Afghanistan.
Of course, on just about every level humanly imaginable, the woman was acutely, unforgivably ignorant. Her mindless quip, even when it was first issued back in 2002, when the combat theater under consideration was Iraq, was a horribly thin, horribly stale clichà . Not to mention it was part of the parcels of lies the Bush administration and its unthinking neocon PNAC (Project for a New American century) schmucks promulgated to sell the shameful misadventure to a tragically gullible country.
The remark was also despicably thoughtless because not only could "she never be a part of the "we whom we are blithely shoving into the physical and mental sausage making machine, when "she was younger and had the chance to be one of those women (the field hospital nurses and Red Cross doughnut dolly volunteers who visited the combat units), she had "other priorities.
But . . .. Those in a moment.
In "Eye Opener: A Focus on Homeless Vets, of this Tuesday's Washington Post, feature writer Ed O'Keefe raised another, one that is such a perfect reflection of a condition the government under Bush, and with the all too willing desires of this nation's citizens, is damning. One third of all homeless men are veterans. O'Keefe writes, "One hundred thirty-one THOUSAND veterans may be homeless on any given night! (Exclamation point mine) click here=federal-eye
Everyone has seen them, the homeless vets. Across America, they're in parking lots and at freeway on-ramps. Unwashed and unshaven and in soiled jeans and jackets, and with empty eyes that stare unfocused into the sunlight, they hold signs made from corrugated cardboard that say "Hungry. Because they are!
I've seen the soccer moms in their late-model SUVs turn away. I've seen the whitest of white senior citizens swerve their shiny Cadillacs into the farthest lane from them. I've heard the disdain-filled comments deriding them. As if they " the veterans, the unwashed and homeless " should have at least a level of pride that would prevent them from discomforting those of us who are comfortable. "I don't care " You would never catch me begging like that is the tenor of the cast derision.
Yeah . . . you're too good. Right?
Well, tell you what: I don't see it quite that way. The way I see it, they're so much better persons than all who scorn them. Those who look away remind me of the worthless, cowardly town folk in High Noon, starring Gary Cooper, or the middle-age couple in Hombre, starring Paul Newman; the upright citizens, the finer citizens who felt and feel that by some yet to be discovered right they are somehow entitled to being protected, to being rescued . . . by someone else. They could not and cannot picture themselves getting down in the dirt. That wouldn't be who they were. So let me help out a bit.
What follows is "the moment I promised five paragraphs earlier. And it matters not at all whether the soldier or marine was a draftee or a volunteer.
Basic training or boot camp was designed to peel away as much of the recruit's civility and individuality as possible. He " and now she " must be able to kill another human being. It's not a clean exercise. None of this John Wayne stuff. A round from a military weapon is not surgical. It's messy. Take a 45-round to the hand or arm, or hit a human target with one, and the hand or the arm is rendered to a gristly rendition of stringy hamburger. A fifty caliber round leaves nothing but a tattered recollection of what had been there. Grenades are worse. Heads get blown completely away, as do guts. Guts splatter over everyone in the vicinity. And they're smelly things. They stink of what they once contained. Same thing, mortar rounds. And I understand the IEDs that today's Iraq and Afghanistan boots are facing are every bit as ugly.
Neither basic training nor boot camp change the physical and psychological impact of witnessing, or being a victim of, any one of those experiences. Every moment of every day, that horrible mutilated soldier or marine, the one with the eyeball hanging from its socket, or the trail of bowel that got heaped atop his open belly . . . could have been you. And you know that, in your gut, as no one else who for whatever reason was never there can.
Nor can basic training nor boot camp inure you from the horrors you inflicted on another human being, even if it was unintended. If it was unintended " that old lady who was inside the hooch, or the little girl, lying lifelessly in her mother's arms . . . the mother looking up into your eyes, pleading with you to answer the "how and the "why questions that no one can answer " and you are especially bent and warped. Forever.
And it's hour after hour, after day after day, after month after month, and time loses all meaning. It is its own macabre Clockwork Orange parallel universe.
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