Article: A Note to my Spiritual BrotherRex...

Notes to my Spirit Brother,Rex...
(And to all of my Spirit Brothers & Sisters, really...)

BrotherRex...
I am in this sort of, "wait and see what the heck is gonna happen next", mode at the moment...
This could change with any sort of new info that comes me way at any given new moment in the loooong eternally nowness of the now... fursure...

Lot's and Lot's of "surrealnesses" goin on in that which is termed, "my reality"... BUT! i feel very comfy inside... i have a very relaxed feeling... no worries stirring and flitting within me head, heart or solar plexuses... just feelin like i'm in this for the ride... and yet... and yet... i am also feelin verrry "ready-for-anything", as well... ya know?

But with the surrealnesses... like... for instance... yesterday i received 5 different wrong number calls, within about a 2 hour time period... all from different people and numbers (caller id, doont-ya-knoow...)
Lots and Lot's of movements in my peripheral vision... so much so, that i have quit "looking" to the side with a turn of me head to "see" what it was/is...

And Time! omg! it speeds up, then, slowwwws down... then stops altogether sometimes, too...

I find myself reading about sarah palin a lot lately... just wanting to "see" what kind of fool she is making of herself from moment to moment... (i keep wondering...) is this for real? is she for real? reeaalllly? she sounds too comical to be real, but everyone keeps writing about her as if she is a real person... is she REALLy the govenor of the great state of Alaska??? For reals?
Then i wonder if this election thingy is really for reals, too... (?) can this much of a farce, be really for reals?

I mean... 4 or 5 days ago (i could go into past emails to really find out but feelin too lazy to do so at the moment,,, don't wanna lose this train o'thought...) Sorcha Faal says in one of her doom-and-gloom updatings, that the Barack is being called to Hawaii for a top secret meeting with some (as of yet) unnamed "top generals" of the "once-and-not-so-much-anymore-all-powerful" 'Merican Military Complexities, for god-only-knows, some kind of purpose... And THEN! and then yesterday the 'news' is all agog about him going to hawaii, in an unprecidented and never-before-heard-of event, to see his "ailing" grandma... and i say to me, "wtf?"... "is this for reals?"
And at the same time, there is this big push to prove or disprove if he (the Barack) is really for reals a real and natural cit-a-zen of the good ole U, s, of A! which if he ain't, he cain't be an "el presidente'" of these several States... And once again i keep saying to me... "IS THIS REALLY FOR REALS???"...
and to all of these inner queries, the answer i keep hearing in me head is...
i just don't know...

Which, of course, brings me all the way back to what i mentioned earlier in this diatribe... i am just sitting back and waiting to see what is gonna be what and who is gonna be whom and i still feel all relaxed and calmy feeling inside... (which, of course, is kinda weird in itself...) i mean... really... shouldn't i be all filled with fear and anxieties? i mean... isn't that what "they/them" want us to be right now? all filled with with anxieties and fearities?

But i ain't! Not even a liTTle bit...

Sooo... I sit back and I take a big long drag off of my home made, hand rolled clove sigarette... I savor the taste and the rush of the nicotine and the clove and I let my mind float away... Let me thoughts go where they may... Flitting from this to that and from that to this...
Kind of like what a butterfly does when taking pollen from one plant to another... flit-flitting around, doing it's butterfly thing, my thoughts too, doing their thoughts thing... Not attaching to any one, or more thing, at a time...

Then... I try to get my mind involved in this financial thingy that is going on world wide too... I try to get my mind around how we, as a people have let them do this to us, the way we let them do this to us... ya know?
Cuz, the truth is, WE did let them do this to US... jussst as long as things "look like" they are going smoothly, we (the collective we) just let them do their crap and crapola and no one makes a stink... Why should we? Things "look like" they are going alright, right?
Or... is it just that we "want" things to "look like" they are going all hunky-dory? (methinks this might be the case, actually...)
And for goodness sake... I DO know that the reason for this is cuz no one wants to think that there are those that would want to hurt us... And... We don't want to admit to ourselves that WE let this crap go on for so goddamned long... (or for any goddamned length of time... short or long...) i know, i know... i really shouldn't be "goddamning" anything, ever... but sometimes? ya know? sheesh...
godblessgodblessgodblessgodblessgodblessgodblessgodblessGODBLESSUSALL!
(i really do mean that, too...)

Maybe it is easier to withdraw from this Life... with all of it's misery and lies... All of it's twists and dies... whips and nighs...
But alas... T'is not to be for me...
I am in this for the duration...
Always have been...
Always will be, it seems... ;-)

So, My Dearest of Spiritual Brothers... this has been a brief synopsis of where I am at in this current state of affairs that we call Life, the Universe & Everything...

I feel I could become very happy or very angry at any given moment, with any given new piece of information, of which, we all seem to being inundated with, on a constant 25/8 basis, as of late...

Sooo... I am sitting back and watching these wondrous, surreal, incredible, unbelievable (at times) events unfold and spread out into the greater unconsciousness of the whole WE that we are...

And when guided, I will act... I will act, swiftly and truly... Knowing without knowing why, when or how I am to do so until I know when and how to do so...

Until then? I will stay in Love with this Awesome Life and all that it brings... What more is there, really? For reals...

Until then, My BrotherRex...
Your BrotherBear...