Today I awoke with angst. |
I went to a Course on Miracles. My Teacher suggested that |
I attend in order to meet intelligent souls. |
She advised me that when I attend, that I should not speak |
up because it may affect how I was perceived. |
I was told to say that I was interested in the Illuminati if |
I were asked what my interests were. |
I attended a class prior. At that meeting I only |
spoke to read the book of text or ask some |
general questions, otherwise remaining silent. |
Today I was greeted by the question of how I was doing. |
I said that I mourned the loss of George Carlin. |
The response was that he did not die really. |
I accepted that. I asked if they saw William Kristol |
saying that if Obama seems to be the most likely |
to be chosen the next President, Bush will bomb Iran. |
And if McCain seemed more likely, he would not. |
The response I received was that it is meaningless. |
I said that good and evil is not meaningless. |
I was told that I was in a church and it is not their |
purpose to talk politics. |
I said I am not a Republican, Democrat, or other |
supporter of any party. |
Then I asked if he cared that a million Iraqis were |
murdered in an unjust war. |
I asked if he knew what the two words" depleted |
uranium" meant. He said something to do with |
nuclear power. I asked him to Google the words. |
He said he did not own a computer and it does not |
matter anyway! |
He said it was whatever God wished. |
I was upset by this time, and told him that I must be |
in the wrong church! |
I told him God bless you as I left the premises. |
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I am glad I chose not to greet the pastor with the |
Carlinist "f*ck BUSH". Therefore, I feel as if I was |
quite cautious in my speech. |
Would Martin Luther King Junior have been deemed |
a trouble maker for not accepting evil and hate by |
this church? |
I was going to suggest a less preachy name for the |
group, such as The Course on Miracles, the smart |
alternative., or The Course on Miracles, a roadmap |
to serenity and sanity. |
Now I would be more inclined to say that they are |
acceptors of evil and blind to suffering and death. |
I wish them well, but I believe that I have a purpose in |
life, and that it is not to accept, or condone evil and power. |
Amen! |